identical dialogue

I just realized what I wrote on december 9 is exatly what I wrote today how werid is that. I just repeated myself forgot about the post and remembered the exact feeling of those few days ago then it manifested through words werid is myself trying to tell myself something. I think So. But I don't know how to tell him. I don't even think I want to tell him. I don't think I want to come between his dreams. I think I just have to accept this situation that I can't control and just move on from it.